Do you ever feel like your destined for more? Like this life that your living isn't yours? That you aren't experiencing your full potential? Have you ever felt that you were trapped in someone elses life unable to escape to your own, destined to just fade away? Have you ever felt that there was an alternate version of you that was just beyond your reach?That its not enough just to exist?Have you ever felt that you were in a constant limbo? I feel that way right now. everyday. It feels like parts of me are dying off, like there will be nothing left. I feel like the one in my corner is setting me up to fail and to experience constant disappointment. I feel like anything that i do, the closer that i get to attaining my goals, that i get within reach but will never really hold them and call them mine. I feel like everything is in slow motion but then it all crashes so very fast like a tidal wave paused in the balance before someone pushes play and it comes crashing down back into the calm, still water from whence it came.